So here's the 100% true tale of my very first cock. Not a long read, but I hope you enjoy it !

Probably unlike a lot of bi men, I wasn't curious during my youth and never wondered about other men at all. I was big on swimming and would swim pretty much every day, but I was always one to avoid naked guys in showers as it never did anything for me at all.

One thing that I did enjoy was masturbating to porn magazines and sucking my own cock. When I realised that I could reach, I did it sometimes 4 or 5 times a day. I never really thought too much about it and thought that it was just an extension of masturbation - and yes, I would swallow my cum. I guess that it was easier than cleaning up and, besides, it was just a part of me. It wasn't a turn on for me or anything like that, just a way to finish my masturbation session.

I was lucky enough to bed quite a few women over the years and I developed a reputation as a bit of a ladies' man. I've always had a large sexual appetite and it was nothing for me to meet women in bars and fuck them - in alleyways, up against cars, in bathrooms etc - and then return to the bar and do it all over again. I had a theory that women could smell sex on me and that it would attract them.

Please don't get me wrong, I'm not an egotist or bragger at all. It was just the way that I lived my life and some of my friends did the same. I could tell you of a few adventures, but that's not why I'm writing this.

So fast forward to age 36. I had to undertake a fairly strict fitness regime that involved a lot of distance running and I lost the flexibility to suck my own cock. I still enjoyed masturbating to straight or lesbian porn and would sometimes give myself cum facials. Again, it was the ease of cleaning up afterwards that suited me more than anything. Or that was what I told myself...

With my fitness, I spent a lot of time in the gym and checking out muscle magazines etc. I guess this kind of piqued my curiosity about the hyper-masculinity of it all, but I wasn't consciously aware of it. I'd run 3 or 4 miles to the gym, work-out and then run back home - where I'd masturbate for hours and I began to enjoy watching myself in the mirror as I shot quite a lot of cum all over my face. I liked what I saw :)

I eventually found myself checking out other guys at the gym and became slightly curious about seeing men in the showers and looking at their muscle definition. Around this time, I started chatting in internet groups and was first exposed to bi porn. Seeing women actually participate in what was to me gay sex - fascinated me and, as I'd never met a woman who'd ever spoken of it, made me wonder whether it really did turn women on.

I joined more sites and chatted with women who liked to see men suck cock. I found myself sharing some bi porn pics with them and even having phone sex with them. I distinctly remember one particular phone conversation where we fantasised about a threesome with another man and, just as I was spurting cum, she said "That's it, suck his cock for me". It was too late to change the image in my mind and I came incredibly hard.

I did this for a few years until I met a local woman who invited me to meet at her place, about an hour's drive away. She said that she knew another guy and wanted a threesome and, after I'd agreed, she told me that he was bi and that he was cool with straight sex.

I arrived there first and chatted with Danielle in her kitchen as we waited for her friend Dave to arrive. Danielle was a larger lady with an incredible chest, with a ready laugh and a wicked look in her eye. She asked me if I was any good at fixing things and I, of course, said yes (as most guys do !). She retrieved a strap on harness with a dildo attached, which was about 7-8 inches long. The harness had snapped at an attachment and I was figuring out how to fix it when Dave arrived. Dave was a shortish, slim guy who was in his 40's and actually reminded me of a jockey. We made small talk in the kitchen until Danielle asked me "Do you think that cock's big ?", as she pointed at the strap on.

I told her that it certainly wasn't small and that it would take a brave soul to be on the receiving end. We laughed until she said "Wait til you see Dave's then". I laughed and said "Oh yeah ?", then Danielle told him to take it out.

Dave fished quite a meaty cock out of his jeans and began stroking it in front of us. His cock got hard very fast and, I later found, was 8.5 inches with a large purple knob.

Danielle said "Let's get this party started", got down on her knees and started stroking his cock as she licked the head - all the time watching me. She started really sucking on it and put her hand out to rub mine, still in my jeans. I took the hint and took out my own cock, which was pretty hard at this point and hoping to sample Danielle's cocksucking skills.

Danielle gripped my cock and stroked it as she sucked Dave, then pulled me closer by my dick. She kept stroking me and looked up into my eyes as she pulled Dave's rock hard cock from between her lips and said "Your turn, I dare you".

I was thinking "Holy fuck, I'm not sure about this" as my heart hammered in my chest. I also remember thinking "Fuck, you've thought about doing it - you only live once. Don't die wondering !". Danielle must've thought I was reluctant, when I was actually talking myself into it.

Danielle said "Just kiss it for me, I won't tell anyone. I've always wanted to see it", so I did.

I got down on my knees next to her and she held his fat cock out to me, with the head all shiny and wet. Fuck it looked like something out of a porn clip !

So I did it. I kissed his big purple knob. Danielle laughed and I thought "I'll show her". I started licking his engorged prick and flicking my tongue over his cum slit. In a flash, the memories of sucking my own cock came back to me and it tasted exactly the same. I realised then that I'd missed the taste of cock and really started licking Dave's fat dick.

Danielle joined in and we licked his big, smooth knob together and kissed. I remember the taste of Dave's cock on her mouth and found it incredible erotic. We looked into each other's eyes as we both laughed and continued licking Dave's knob and taking turns sucking it his fat shaft.

I took over and started deepthroating that big fucking dick, getting in as much as I could. I found that I could take all of Dave's beautiful cock and was really turned on by it. I was stroking my own cock at the same time and Danielle was whispering in my ear how much she loved seeing grown men suck cock.

I turned and looked at her, then gave her a wink as I took all of Dave's rock hard cock in my throat. Danielle's eyes went wide and she yelled out "Oh my god, how fucking hot is that !". Her reaction really turned me on and, within seconds, I found myself shooting my cum all over kitchen floor as I gorged myself on Dave's lovely big dick.

I knew I'd probably overdone things as I kept sucking his cock and wanting him to cum. I remember thinking to myself "Look at you. You're a cocksucker now" and it really turned me on.

We spent the next hour or so both fucking Danielle's pussy and mouth and Dave and I stroked each other as she masturbated, until we both came all over her gorgeous big tits.

We got dressed and left. I had to stop on the way home for a coffee and to process what had just happened. It was like I'd been given permission by a woman to indulge my 'taboo' curiosity and that it was okay to do what I'd just done. My fascination was a real thing and my question about women who really liked it had been answered. It wasn't 'gay' at all, it was just something that turned us all on.

I got home and masturbated to bi porn. I could still taste Dave's cock and Danielle's pussy and again came hard to the memory of her reaction of when I winked at her.

The next day, I signed up to a gay/bi site...